Three Love Stories: Valentines Day ’06 – Dateless but not Desperate

Previously…

“I was about to open my eyes when I realized that X was in front of me. Anong ginagawa niya? Teka, asan ba yung dalawa? Nakiramdam ako.

Nasa tabi ko pa rin naman si Audrey. Si Chynna, di ko alam. Pero si X, eto… nakatunghay sa akin at hinahawi ang buhok ko.”

 

Halos one week  na ang nakalipas matapos ang Tagaytay get-away. naka-ilang coffee sessions na rin kaming apat. (Yup, X counted). Like always, nagka-pikunan na naman si Chynna at Audrey. Dedmahan pa rin hanggang ngayon.

On the other hand, X and I became regular textmates. From morning greetings hanggang bago matulog, kumpleto yan. “Ai” pa rin ang tawagan namin pero di ko sure kung alam na niya meaning nun. Andyan pa rin ang biruang Pluto, of course.  Usually sa gabi yun kasabay ng g’nyt.  “‘nyt Ai. Swit Drims. C u l8r in Plu2. Muah!”

Well, I admit, magaan ang loob ko sa kanya. Kung dati inis ako sa kanya, ngayon hindi na. Actually, I like him. But my latest discovery is quite frightening. I. AM. IN-LOVE. WITH. HIM.

Ok lang sana ang lahat kasi mukhang mutual naman yung feelings. Ang kaso, complicated pala ang situation. Chynna loves X. And X… Well, di ko alam kung serious siya. Nag-“luv u” na rin naman kasi siya sa text. Pero parang biro lang kasi.

Haaay… Naalala ko tuloy yung biking with Audrey and Chynna. The realization that I can drive the bike with only one hand. Feb. 8. The same date that I finally got over my bestfriend. The same date that love for X blossomed. And, Pluto was created.

Kaso nga… everything’s complicated. And they are even becoming worse. Ito rin kasi si Chynna eh. Nanghuhuli.

****

February 11, 2006 (Saturday)

Chynna: “Jane, nili2gwn k b ni X?”

Me: “Ha? Hndi. Y?”

Chynna: “I’m sure he wil. soon.”

Chynna: (X’s message) “Oo, may feelings ako 4 her. I lyk her. Kya lng bka d nya ako gus2. Isa p, i dnt wnt 2 rush things. Jus enjoy them”

Chynna: “Do u also lyk him?”

Me: “I dnt knw”

Chynna: “D pwedeng i dnt knw. I knw u do lyk him. i cn c it in u. dnt try 2 fool me”

***

Haaay… Now Chynna became cold to me. Akala niya siguro inaagawan ko siya. Kaya lang, paano ko naman aagawin sa kanya yung tao kung hindi naman talaga sa kanya yun?

Nakakainis. At ano ba naman itong araw na ito? Kahit saan ka lumingon laging may babaeng may hawak na bulaklak. Requirement ba talaga yan ngayong Valentines day? Dapat may flowers, chocolates o di kya balloons and stuffed toys.

I’m not bitter. Yeah dateless ako, but it’s my decision to be one. Gerry asked me in text to be with him but as usual, I rejected his invitation. Si X naman kanina nagyaya din. Kaya lang para kasing joke eh. Punta raw kaming Lovapalooza then coffee after. May hehehe pa yung message. Ang labo!

But now I feel like regretting. Out of place. Ayoko pumunta sa Lovapalooza but I want to be with him. Gusto ko naman ma-break yung record na in my entire life wala akong Valentine date.

***

Ten thirty in the evening. After the stressing day at school and annoyance with the traffic caused by Valentine’s day, I prepare myself to sleep. Medyo asar dahil nag-text si X  kanina na kasama niya si Chynna. Having coffee at the Baywalk. Chynna was crying daw.

I turned off the lights and tuck myself in the blanket. Then…

One message received. Sender: X

“D8 tyo sa 24. We hve lots 2 talk about. Nyt Ai. Swit Drims. Luv u. Muah!  C u in Plu2”

 

To be continued…

1 Response to “Three Love Stories: Valentines Day ’06 – Dateless but not Desperate”


  1. 1 winningquitter February 28, 2009 at 10:35 am

    chynna’s doing her own thing to get the x?


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